i'm back, cos the real slim shady is back! (:
Beautiful by Eminem
[Intro]
Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world
Where they can be alone
Are you calling me
Are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me
I'm reaching out for you
[Verse 1]
I'm just so fucking depressed, I just can't seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump, but I need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises, took my lumps, fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up, in order for me to pick the mic back up
I don't know how or why or when, I ended up in this position I'm in
I'm startin' to feel distant again, so I decided to just pick this pen
Up to try to make an attempt to vent, but I just can't admit
Or come to grips with the fact that I may be done with rap, I need a new outlet
And I know some shits so hard to swallow, but I just can't sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow, but I know one fact, I'll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow, I'll be one tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow, but you got to walk a thousand miles
[Chorus]
In my shoes, just to see, what it's like to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes, just to see what it'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine, go inside eachothers minds
Just to see, what we find, look at shit through eachothers eyes
But don't let them say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you
Don't let them say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you
[Verse 2]
I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humour
Everything's so tense and gloom, I
Almost feel like I gotta check the temperature of the room
Just as soon as I walk in, It's like all eyes on me, so I try to avoid any eye contact
Cause if I do that it then it opens the door for conversation, like I want that
I'm not looking for extra attention, I just wanna be just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room, maybe just point me to the closest restroom
I don't need no fuckin' man servant, tryna follow me around and wipe my ass
Laugh at every single joke I crack, and half of them ain't even funny, like "AAHHHHH!
Marshall, you're so funny man, you should be a comedian, god damn!"
Unfortunately I am, I just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why don't you all sit down, listen to the tale I'm about to tell, hell
We don't gotta trade our shoes, and you ain't gotta walk no thousand miles
[Chorus]
In my shoes, just to see, what it's like to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes, just to see what it'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine, go inside eachothers minds
Just to see, what we find, look at shit through eachothers eyes
But don't let them say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you
Don't let them say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you
[Verse 3]
Nobody asked for life to deal us with these bullshit hands we're dealt
We gotta take these cards ourselves, and flip them, don't expect no help
Now I could of either just sat on my ass, and pissed and moaned
Or take this situation in which I'm placed in, and get up and get my own
I was never the type of kid to wait by the door and pack his bags
Or sat on the porch and hoped and prayed for a dad to show up who never did
I just wanted to fit in in every single place, every school I went
I dreamed of being that cool kid even if it meant acting stupid
Aunt Edna always told me, keep making that face til it gets stuck like that
Meanwhile I'm just standing there holding my tounge, tryna talk like BLEGH!
Then I stuck my tounge on that frozen stop sign pole at eight years old
I learned my lesson then, 'cause I wasn't trying to impress my friends no more
But I already told you my whole life story, not just based off my description
Cause where you see it form where you're sitting, is probably 110% different
I guess we would have to walk a miles in eachothers shoes at least
What size you wear, I wear 10's, let's see if you can fit your feet
[Chorus]
In my shoes, just to see, what it's like to be me
I'll be you, let's trade shoes, just to see what it'd be like to
Feel your pain, you feel mine, go inside eachothers minds
Just to see, what we find, look at shit through eachothers eyes
But don't let them say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you
Don't let them say you ain't beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you
[Outro]
Lately I've been hard to reach
I've been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world
Where they can be alone
Are you calling me
Are you trying to get through
Are you reaching out for me
I'm reaching out for you
Yeah, to my babies, stay strong, dad will be home soon
And to the rest of the world... God gave you them shoes, to fit you
So put them on and wear them... be yourself man, be proud of who you are
Even if it sounds corny... don't ever let no one tell you, you ain't beautiful
`jay smiled at
8:13 PM
Monday, May 11, 2009
heye. :)
tho i'm only here once in a blue moon this days,
i would really like to blog abt smth now! ;)
i just finished watching the korean series, "boys over flowers".
for those who don't know, it's the korean version of meteor gardens.
and if u still dunt noe.. nvm ah, k ? :P
well most importantly, the show has totally captivated my heart.
im still in awe and amazement cos of e show. :)
it's one of e best ever series i've ever watched, ever ever ever!
i can't possible evaluate the series with words, it was just great. :)
don't forget to catch it on channel U.
every saturdays, starting soon on May 09.
must watch!
and shall just share this song with you all,
it's my fav :)
`jay smiled at
10:22 PM
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
when a person starts being competitive, he stops being happy.
`jay smiled at
10:23 PM
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
VS ALWAYS ROCKS. :D
taken from the school website.....
| Principal's note |
1 April 2009 Dear Parents, Old Boys and Victorians Victorians keeping our flag unfurled! Victorians have been flying our flag proud and high in all areas since the start of 2009. The competition season is still in progress and Victorians have already garnered many outstanding achievements. The attainments thus far are:
At the East Zone Level -
1) East Zone Inter-School Volleyball Championship – C Div was Champion & B Div was 2nd Runner-up. Both teams have played their way to the National Semi-finals.
2) East Zone Inter-School Badminton Championship – C Div was 2nd Runner-up & B Div was Champion.
3) East Zone Inter-School Table Tennis Championship – Both C & B Divs were 2nd Runner-up
At the National Level -
4) National Inter-School Cricket 8-A-Side Championship – B Div was Champion
5) National Inter-School Cricket 11-A-Side Championship – B Div was 1st Runner up.
6) National Inter-School Tennis Championship – B Div was 1st Runner-up.
7) National Floorball Inter-School Championship –B Div was 1st Runner-up.
8) National Hockey Inter-School Championship –B Div was 2nd Runner-up.
9) SPH School Relay Championship – C Div was overall Champion.
10) 50th National Cross Country Championships – C Div was Champion & B Div was 1st Runner up. This is a 20-year record of either the B or C Div winning one championship title except in 2007.
Our C & B Divs Soccer teams have also qualified for the East Zone finals. I am also happy to share that The Chinese Debating Team, having won the East Zone Champion title, has progressed to the National Semi-Final!
I am also very proud to share that our UGs have once again delivered excellent results:
1) Boys Brigade - 11th Unit Gold Award
2) NPCC - 9th Unit Gold Award
3) NCC (Land) - 5th Unit Gold Award
4) Scouts - 4th Unit Gold Award
5) Red Cross - 2nd Unit Gold Award & Community Service Gold Award
The above achievements are the outcome of the effort and perseverance of the staff and students. Indeed, nothing is without labour. May all Victorians continue to strive hard and keep the VS flag unfurled!
Nil Sine Labore
Low Eng Teong, Principal |
`jay smiled at
10:17 PM
Thursday, March 26, 2009
vs sec3 camp rocks :D
vs cross country team rocks :D
vs just rocks la.
lols.
`jay smiled at
11:30 PM
Monday, March 09, 2009
B L I N K 1 8 2 ! ! !
`jay smiled at
10:31 PM
Monday, March 02, 2009
hi Vs bros..
just a little side-track from soccer here. :))
im sorry to inform you that the Vs co-ed saga has started, AGAIN. i know it sucks to be hearing about it all the time without any resolution. so, we need to come out in full force one last time!
please rally all your other classmates and friends to visit the OVA website asap. we need to stand up and be counted to preserve our school's tradition and legacy.
i know deep down we all love Vs and care for it's well being, so let's stop this saga once and for all.
http://blog.ova.org.sg/2009/02/public-consultation-on-the-future-of-vs-and-vjc/
every man counts, so don't be afraid or shy to raise your opinions! just say something in the blog. ;)
really appreciate it.
Vs foreva ,
Sanjay
`jay smiled at
10:58 AM
Monday, February 23, 2009
OH NO!
i've been away too long.
lols.
chen ziyan flew off on friday..
hope she'll be safe and sound,
and may e stars shine upon her.
haha. (:
and i'm watching the oscars now!
well done slumdog millionaire. :D
8 OSCAR AWARDS!
1) Best Motion Picture of 2009
2) Achievement in Directing
3) Achievement in Music Written for Motion Pictures
4) Achievement in Music Sang for Motion Pictures
5) Achievement in Film Editing
6) Achievement in Sound Mixing
7) Achievement in Writing (Adapted Screenplay)
8) Achievement in Cinematography
BEAT THAT!
:)
it feels damn proud to be an indian,
and asian. ;)
and not forgetting dear Heath Ledger,
he will always be remembered and treasured.
congrats & well done.
legend (:
`jay smiled at
11:40 AM
Thursday, February 12, 2009
http://www.allmyfaves.com
wow, what a site!
check it out now ah.
lols.
`jay smiled at
10:58 PM
Sunday, February 01, 2009
i'm super duper upset! lols.
i seriously can't believe roger federer lost again!
and it has to be rafael nadal again.
it's super frustrating and heartbreaking and wateva-ing.
yet another 4-5 hour epic battle!
but i seriously feel for roger federer.
having lost so many times to e same guy.
such an haunting feel really sucks. :(
i just pray that he'll be strong & come back as strong as ever!
come on ah, federerrr!!!
i seriously dunt noe wat to blog alr.
but whateva it is,
federer is still the best,
and i love him! (:
it hurt when he teared and teared.
urghh. lols.
`jay smiled at
9:48 PM
Thursday, January 29, 2009
well, this post is entirely dedicated to my one and only beloved..
david robert joseph beckham! (:
well, basically, for all those who don't knoe,
david beckham is the man!
to me at least ?
ever since i was in primary school, or younger,
i have been watching & idolising beckham like mad.
no matter how much the whole world curses him and mocks him,
to me he is still e best! :)
imagine one man who can make me hate a team like manchester united,
just within a day ? :P
i still can't believe i used to be a DIE HARD fan of man utd.
anyway, back to the topic,
beckham is now in ac milan and is truly shining!
i'm damn happy to see him shut the critics up.
especially with his greatt performances. :D
please check out the following goals for milan~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-hVf658cEnw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ipATiF042AQ
i simply hate psuedo-fans tho. :)
all hail king beckham~
`jay smiled at
10:02 PM
Saturday, January 24, 2009
pretty right ?
i think she's really really beautiful. (:
Pumwaree Yodkamol as Muay Lek from Ong-Bak.
wooo!
ANWAY..
happy cny in advance to everyone!
(:
public holidays are much more valued now.
in school, it din really mean alot.
but now, it MEANS alot alot alot alot alot.
lols.
anyway, there's 3 movies i'll like to blog on!
(1)
congrats to india & danny boyle for their excellent movie,
"slumdog millionaire", which won tons of golden globes!
hahaha.
just watched the movie some time back,
and i tink it's really nice. (:
will be out in singapore soon, i guess.
catch it!
(2)
i seriously found red cliff 2 damn amazing.
especially after i slept thru the first red cliff, last year.
but i re-watched it before watching red cliff 2. :P
if you have yet to catch it, catch it!
zhu ge liang cool sia.
lols.
(3)
ONG BAK!!
Grrr..
fierce muay thai movie.
really nice & inspirational in a certain way.
shall catch ong bak 2 soon. :)
and i heard ong bak 3 is already in the making.
well done ah, thailand.
lols.
other than that, i think the girl is very beautiful.
and, tony jaa also steady ah!
wish i could fly like him. :D
here's another pic below of both of them..
`jay smiled at
11:04 PM
Monday, January 12, 2009
watched the 66th golden globes today.
like for e first time in my life!
lols.
but the most proudest moment was when,
heath ledger won the best supporting actor award!
for his role in dark knight.
:)
i swear i was damn happy and felt a little emotional when he won.
especally, when everyone in the crowd stood up and really applauded for him.
he is someone who truly deserves my eternal respect. :)
Taking the stage as the star-studded audience rose to their feet, somber "Dark Knight" director Chris Nolan accepted on Ledger's behalf. "All of us who worked with Heath on 'The Dark Knight' accept this with an awful mixture of sadness but incredible pride," Nolan said with a drawn look on his face.
"After Heath passed on, you saw a hole ripped in the future of cinema — but with the extraordinary response to his work that we've seen all over the world, I, for one, start to be able to look a bit less at that gap in the future and a little bit more at the incredible place in the history of cinema that he built for himself with his talent and with his dedication to his artistry. For any of us lucky enough to work with him, I think for any of us lucky enough to have enjoyed his performances, he will be eternally missed. But he will never be forgotten."
can't wait for his last last movie to be released soon.
"The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus" (:
AND,
you must check this video out!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4tgtvDSwReI
ever since beckham left manutd,
this is the first time i'm actually praising them again.
cos rooney/giggs deserve this for their brilliant intelligence!
well done, red devils.
`jay smiled at
10:10 PM
Monday, January 05, 2009
happy birthday jialin! (:
she sounded so cute over the phone just now.
really really cute!
i love you too.
hee. :D
`jay smiled at
10:03 PM
